I really like this song...how I feel I guess...to a point. Not saying anyone's lying...just don't want a guy that does...not like I'm lookin'. Anyway, what depresses me is the fact I have no one to show my new vehicle to whenever I get it...when it's decided on what it is. I mean, I don't have James now so...that was kinda the first place I was gonna ride out to. Still miss him of course...kills me to not talk to him. I don't know if he's getting my messages I send him or not and if he is...I don't blame him for not talking to me. Having to fight the urge to call him and talk to him, message him more (I've only messaged twice I think), or leave him a letter or something in his mailbox. Just don't know whether to follow that feeling or not...I figure it's best not to...and if he wants to talk to me he'll contact me. I might leave him a letter later on...don't know yet...probably whenever I've got the new vehicle and he won't recognize it's me driving up. I guess me and Shane are friends again...no reason to not talk to him now. He's a really good friend to have...so that's a good feeling...he's pretty close to being a best friend in my book. I hated to not talk to him...but it helped me and James so it was fine while it lasted. Days are passing by slow...until it's times I'm waiting on...then it goes by fast. Like when James usually calls or when I'm waiting on finding out information on a car and I feel like it's getting too close to closing time...those times fly by...