hey guys i got back today. me and my mom got in an argument this weekend bc she wanted me to take a shower before i walked up to the lake. i took a shower the night before so i was already clean. anyways she said i was fat and an emabarassment and wanted to trade me in for another kid. she wanted me to apologize. i did but im stil mad. i dont want to talk to her about things nemore. tonight we were gonna stay at austins and have some wine bc his mom said shed buy it. we didnt but its ok. nicoles mom said no but its alright. my mom said we can have a small get together sometime. her mom never met austins mom so she was just being safe. i couldnt stay cuz id be the only girl . .like thats new. neways i need to go shopping. i need some jeans with rhinestones. lol. and more camis. im on page 300 in my poisonwood bible. i want to finish all my summer homework by august so i can relax the last few weeks before school. ill be done with the book about over the weekend or next week. ill be happy. ive been thinkin too, maybenow im ready to take the next step. well im gonna go read. love ya krista