i just got back from cheerleading. sometimes i like it but most of the time it makes me depressed. its like im not good at anything we do. my jumps arent good and i really try to get them higher but they wont go. and cheers are ok but im not great at them. stunts are the worst tho. im happy that everyone else is good at them but i always feel left out. im too short to spot, im not strong enough to base, and im too heavy to fly. its like i cant be good at anything anymore. i can handle sucking at track bc i know i have short legs and cant go fast but to be bad at cheerleading too is too much. i dont feel like im good enough for anything. even in dance it was like this, nikki was always better. i hate this and i love cheerleading but idk what to do. maybe ill try to loose weight but i probably wont be able too.