i am tim's starve for attention. my mom thought i wuz gonna hang myself. i considered it til she said she cared about me. i havent been myself. partly cuz of sharon. partly cuz of robyn. mostly cuz im not happy. im sry, guys, if ive been putting a damper on shit lately. u guys kno im not usually 1 to ruin a good time intentionally. and thank u for not jus letting me go and still hanging out with me. i needed it, whether u wanted me there or not. i took her scissors, razor, and box cutter blades from her last night. i knew thats y she went to her room. i wanted to bury them deep. i did it for her. i did it for me. and i did it to help her salvage (maybe) whatever relationship her and gina have. i wont let her let her go. their love for each other is far greater than any ill ever kno. spice girls said it best. mate can last forever, but friendship nvr ends. tru dat, scary and crew, tru dat. dave and amber. cute, am i right? football wuz better than i expected. daves got moves like DDR on the field. bens party= c+ laurens party= c- tim smoked weed. tim drank. tim wuz neither drunk or high. i wuz tipsy tho. and miserable. and i really didnt mean to guzzle that to spite u guys. i wuz really down and i need to not be. sry. dave and amber entertained at laurens. ty, guys. robyn and gina were gorgeous. that wuz like a smack in the face. i looked like shit. and felt gay. aaron pulled the "g" off well. dave wuz hot. amber wuz a burglar. and niggers almost got to beat me up but i wouldve fought like a motherfucker. one of em wouldve been split. robyn and gina im sry bout last night. i feel that it wuz my fault. but gina, nothing happened. jus friends shit. promise. aaron thank u a whole lot for being there. even when im not so swell to be around. preciate the love. im out