i ask myself whats good in my life. i ask again, only to hear the echo in response. ~im a shitty boyfriend. i feel like nothing i do can make her feel the way she deserves to feel. and then she mentioned that she stayed in louisville for me and turned down florida. i honestly do nothing good. i believe it now. shes too good for me. ~nikki. im really sry. it wuz pretty shitty of me. it wuz actually very shitty of me. i hope u dont hold it against me. if theres anything i can do, let me kno. luh u boo. ~i really love robyn. ~u ever feel like doing nothing? i sleep a lot. ive read that these are signs of depression. i dont think im depressed. is denial a sign, too? ~theres something on the tip of my tongue that i wanna tell every1, but i dont kno what it is. i honestly dont. ~shave, i must.