things i accept but not be happy about. ~aaron moving. i kno that we cant do anything. he knos that. itd be nice if we could. but weve all had some1 taken away. we'll cry. we wont get over it. but we'll deal. he wouldnt want us to mourn over his leaving anyway. he'll do enuff mourning himself without having to worry about us. so aaron, if u move, i love u, man. and ill see u when ur 18. cuz i kno ull be bak. ~ill nvr be happy. ill grow up to be a billionaire but wont be. jus the way things are. money doesnt matter. i found that it is not the key to happiness. but it helps u have fun. i need to be with some1 u love or doing something u love to truely be happy... ~sharon got a bf. the best center in jefferson county. ~high school is dramatic and im not gonna change it. ~my mom is unhappy. she thinks shes a bad parent. i would nvr tell her the truth. but she is. shes irresponsible. ive been staying by myself at home since i wuz 7. 2nd grade id get myself up and walk 2 blocks to the bus stop becuz she had to get up earlier. o well. what goes around comes around. at least i kno how im not gonna raise my kids. ~this isnt pessism. this is the truth. i am still very much optimistic. ~id kill myself. but if this life isnt worth living for, is it truly worht dying for? thats the kind of shit that goes thru my head at al times. ~ill die alone....