man, can 1 feel worse? i had planned to write this big entry about what is going thru my head. no one would understand, tho. its weird. i dont think even i would understand. dont wake me i plan on sleeping in so i wuz shitty about a certain situation to a man i owe my life to. i say a man becuz no 1 i kno could go thru the shit hes been thru and not have done anything drastic. jus grin and bear it. ive been with him thru it all. an apology is not enuff and as much as i felt i wuz in debt to him, multiply that by the number of slices of mr gattis pizzas ben jones can eat in an hour. what i did was not acceptable and i deserve whatever that bitch karma has coming for me. and like this man has taught me, ill grin and bear it. cuz better days are sure to come. slightly bored and severely confused to aimee, who i quote, said : R U GAY??? fuk u aimee. fuk u to hell. to a female i that im told i did nothing out of the ordinary: get over it. the emodrama is old now. nikki i love you. hang in there. robyn: (see above) davey: aarons got a knife get away from him. nickakasteveo: i love u mahn. and we can swim everyday in november