I'm sick of myself. I want to be as perfect as I can be for Tristan so I'm going to lose weight. I'm only 5'2 so 100 pounds is normal. I have a really small frame too, so 100 doesn't look sickly at all. It just looks good. I used to weigh 95 pounds last summer and now I'm 110. I feel so gross, blah. Today I ate a cinnamon bagel with cream cheese for lunch and I don't know if I'm going to eat dinner... maybe just an apple sauce or something. Or a salad from the dining hall. Yeah, I don't want to be too drastic. I'll get a salad with chicken for dinner. I CAN GET BACK TO 100 POUNDS, NO MATTER WHAT. I give myself until March. I think that's a healthy goal, considering it gives me a few weeks to lose only 10 pounds. I CAN DO THIS.