by uhohoreo22
Listening to: Green Day-Boulavard of Broken Dreams
Feeling: agitated
welecome to my life what if life was like getting a new password for yahoo or hotmail or NE thing just type in you birthday social security number name and who you wanted to trade out in your family wouldnt that be nice i wish my life was like that.in my life things never go my way people tell me im not pretty and such bull shit thats so fucking rude but my bff victoria told me while she was redoing her make up at the teen center that the only reason she was doing it was cuz she hates the fact that im prettier than her and she dont see why guys all like her and not me i dont think im prettier than her at all. also all i ever do now is cry cuz my life aint going the way i want it to i feel so alone in this world all my old friends moved away 2 years ago except victoria and now shes moving away too some time i locked my self in my room juss to cry or scream in to my pillow there has been a big change in me and the way i act i think that its god helping me but then at the same time i think its santan trying to ruin me i used to be really preppy and listen to a lot of pop and country music an i loved cheerleading but now i hate it and i listen to death music and im going really punk kinda i used to be scared of lots of things like death and things now i say i cant wait till gabreil sounds the last trumpet and the sky parts and we all are taken from this life and put next to god im not scared of death im going physco my freinds tell me the poems i wrote and write could put me into a crazy home for a while and i dont think putting me in a small padded room will help cuz im a clausterphobic wellmy life sucks i make the best out of it and im grabbing this new addition to my life by the horns and trying to master it i juss thought i'd like to welcome you to my life see what you make of the new things that have come into my life unexpectedly and has change the outlook on life so god or santan thanx for shakin my life up juss a little bit lets hope i can mastewr it and thnx to all you who can or wants to help me im begging please help me end this crazyness im lying on the floor with a puddle of tears next to me never knowing if i may do somthing very drastic and life changing for me and every one else
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