whuts up with this world lately everyones dieing... but why? last week 9/14/05 my ex boyfriend nik w/a K died in a car accident he was my best friend and I love him with all my heart i will always miss him ...i couldnt stand saying goodbye to him at the funeral it was so hard it broke my heart the day after we buried him i went to see the crash site and there was a rose place where you could see the outline of niks body and is blood that the cops tried covering up with sand... i have cried everyday since nik died ...sometimes i still dont believe that hes dead... his furneral song was greenday- wake me up when september ends... and thats exactly whut im gunna do... and as a good bye celebration of nik life we partied ...why... because thats whut nik wanted us to do...on top of niks death heres who eles died just this summer; my neice brandi varcoe, stevie from grayling, and friends of mine josh,jessica wrona and exactly 1 week after niks was my uncle kal.so my life is dieing ...why?