in the corner of my mind there is a little box and when i say little i mean little about the size of 4 stacked dice. thats a little boix it holds all my feelings weither its mental or physical and as of now it can fit ne more emotions in it every last inch is full. i have so many feeling i dont know what to do with them all. one minuet i can be really happy than the next i will be sad and i hate it . i honestly think im suffering from severe depression or im just bipolaror some shit. y am i so fucking depressed all the time? i try to hide it so i act and try to look joyful but its hard to lokk joyful beyond tears cuz im crying and my eyes r bloodshot so im get really estatic and ppl think im high. and my mascara is smeared and running down my face so i look and feel like an ugly duckling. how can i be so full of hatered and anger but yet be so lovable and not feel like im loved. im confuzed 1 day everything in my world be happy and now its filled with violence and the ppl in my world are always angery and upset but none as emotional as me its like we baptixed our selfs in the pool of emotionsi dontknow how long i can take this emotional freak show.HELP ME MY FEELINGS ARE TAKING OVER ME!!! I NEED A HUG GIVE ME ONE