every thing in my life right now is agitating me my mom says that i cant quit cheerleading untill the end of basket ball season is over then i wont have to try out but theres no use waiting that long when for 2 1/2 to 3 hours i sit on my ass and do nothing im at the point in my life where i dont know what to do live die dream cry scream or laugh none of this life makes sense. my brothers beat me so i always have bruises and my mom dont care she to busy working or on the computer all day long the only place i have to go thats safe is my friends house not even school is safe NE more all the harassment and curroption in the schools at least at victoris house no one beats me or ingnores my needs but like i said before shes moving away from me so now where will i go for saftey and protection. in my user info like i said before if you really want to get to know me ask now and then or become one of my brothers or a sister that i dont have and you will actually see how bad my life but at the end of the day think about this little girl (me) getting beat everday by her brothers and looks sick all the time cuz no one cares ne more*** a deep breath in a deep slice down the puddle of blood that all surround sweet tears are wept for her young soul has left*** the only reason she did it was cuz no one cared so why are they crying over the loss of me im one person like NE one cares do i matter to you????