here are the lyrics to the song i was listening to Had a bad day, don't talk to me gonna ride this out, my little black heart, breaks apart, with your big mouth. and i'm sick of my sickness don't touch me, you'll get this i'm useless, lazy, perverted and you hate me you can't save me you can't change me well i'm waiting for my wake up call and everything, everything's my fault went to the doctor, and i asked her to make this stop got medication- a new addiction fuckin thanks a lot. had a relapse, i'm outta rehab it ruins everything so point your finger, at the senior he's in the pharmacy you can't save me you can't change me well i'm waiting for my wake up call and everything, everything's my fault you can't save me you can't blame me well i'm waiting here to take a fall and everything, everything's my fault and i'm a death threat haven't slept yet, baby why the wake up call i'm a bad boy, tell the tabloids, everythings my fault whoa whoa yeah, write it write it whoa whoa yeah, write it write it whoa whoa everything's my fault everything's my fault i went to heaven, i couldn't get in for what i have done i said please take me, they said you're crazy you had too much fun you can't save me you can't change me well i'm waiting for my wake up call and everything's my fault you can't save me you can't blame me well i'm waiting here to take a fall and everything, everything's my fault you can't save me you can't change me (everything's my fault) you can't save me you can't change me (everything's my fault) you can't save me you can't change me (everything's my fault) you can't save me you can't change me everyhing's my fault you should really listen to this song and watch the video it had an impact on how i feel