i have two camel wides left that jay gave me. thank you jay. i have more bud light in the fridge. thank you ray. i hate bud light, but i guess whatever wets my lips. i ran out of smokes at work today. i almost killed someone. i still have that collapsed lung feeling from eating too much cheese burger with buffalo sauce. booze has finally done me in. everything's giving me heart burn now. i never used to get heart burn. no one to talk to so i guess i'll just rant here for a while. if anyone feels like reading a novel, here ya go! life is so fucking confusing now. i got a new guitar, but i still have too many bills. i'm still thinking about getting that truck. and then the whole band thing. oh well.. call me kristen. i know i shouldnt, but i miss ya.