two days with no beer. not a drop of booze. feeling good and shaky at the same time. things seem to be going alright though. valentines day is going to suck though. it's amazing at how much my life has changed so much because of february 14, 2004. mine and hillary's first kiss. wow, what a crazy year. i probably wouldn't be in austin if i hadn't visited her that one day. all the wonderful things that happened because i met her. so many tears though. i never cried so much over anything. hehe, i'm so silly. these next few weeks are going to be kinda emotional though. so many damned memories. i plan on drinking ALOT on saturday. once a week isn't a bad thing i dont think. well pink floyd is over so i'm going to bed. might smoke a lil, get in the right sleeping mood. not used to sleeping sober.