hey!! yesterday was fun me lexi sam n jen went around ridin wit zack josh jake n shawn! * things are kinda gettin better* i mean i dont throw up ne more er cut ... I have many guys n girls there 4 me * my dad is amazing a fucker i hate him more than nething like i cant stand bein wit him i hate him i wish ... uh but mai mom is ok she a bitch but ok I wanna go to california so0o bad becuz itz amazing there and im gonna fuckin make mai parents take me there er ill be the biggest fuckin bitch to them every .. they wish they'll never live cuz they drive me crazy every fuckin day ahh ok haha byeee xoxoxo juliaa