Listening to: real world
Feeling: abused
i wish and i pray that..........................
that my parents will be supporitve of mai dream and not dout me which they do 24.7
i pray i stop cuttin , throwing out.
i pray may dad will not dout me everyday and help me.
i pray for mai friends to be there and not judge me or talk how scary i am behide my back........
i pray 4 help!!
julia if you dont want to see what i write in my diary then dont read it. i write how i feel, i speak my mind nd theres nothing wrong with that, sry if you didnt get it...nd i wasnt talkin behind ur back you jus scare me sometimes which hurts more than you kno, i wish youd learn to deal with your problems better than you do..its not right...its scary...im sry...
(j*me)
i know u probably already know this but cutting only causes more pain. from reading ur comments it sounds like ur friends are just worried about you. With ur parents..i dont know exactly wut u mean but im sure they dont mean to doubt u all the time. Parents suck sometimes and believe me, u are not the only one who has to go through that. dont take any of this the wrong way im just trying to help. i hope things get better for you :)
ne way.. julia why do u need a vacation soooo extremly badly, but u hate ur parents? you'd just be with them the whole time..?. but ne way, u really should think about what ur complaining so badly about. seriously, everyones parents are like that (not just urs), and maybe some people dont have the money u do 2 alwaysgo on a vacation...i know i would never get that chance.
ttyl, *jen*