WHY THE FUCK IS EVERYTHING SO MESSED UP.. i see my friends all slpitting apart and wow my best friend has just killed me inside and im not eating nemore... i hope i can just go away for a while.. leave everything and go away..duno like uh i dont wanna say names but me and caitlin used to be best friends and now wow i just she hurt me soo bad.. sum of my friends that i hung out wit in like 6th n 7th like sherry uhh were not close..and gordon i am really close n sam and like jen i love her shes such a good friend and lexi i think im always gonna be firneds wit her cuz she amazin and jamie no . kat were best friends but uh tova i love her b ut she can be different sumtimes and ashlee i love her soo much and shes moving! im just so confused about my family and friends and what will happen in shs im just soo upset