i feel doomed lol. nothin in my life is not goin good,like people mite say omfg wut are u talking about but the truth is i put on a happie face but wen i come home all mai trobles start i hate school and mai family and life. NO one of mai best friends knoe mai real life and wut goes on. im put on acts like im happie but nothin is good now. mai life is goin bad to worse to horrible in day and i dont tell ne1 and i dont say a thing i just hold it in and i wanna like just die and i feel bad every fuckin day of mai fuckin life. WHen things gonna get better O FUCKIN god things arent suppose to be like this. THIS is not how mai life is suppose to be. i lock mai self in mai room and cry listenin to simple plan. but yea school was gay like always got mai braces off that alright i guess im kinda happie. i got in trouble for mai boobs poppin out in the side of mai shirt so i put on a northface jacket, then went to potbellys got a sandwhich and home. iM gonna go workout n do sum homework maybee i realli dont care about homework ne more. xox0x juliaa