and YOU told me you would never leave me lonely.. sry good like line from a song ok soo everythin has beenn sooooooooooooooooo fucked up lately more than ever.. like i fuckin hate my life soo much i ve sleepin like 14 hour a day just to not be livng or dealing wit life like no joke...i also have been cryin way too much and just sleepin 24.7 and cryin i fuckin hate my life i duno WHAT 2 do like i serously am the most fucked up person..i wish i wasnt born ... no joke well fuckin 2day anoter fucked up day i woke up at 12 had more than 14hours of sleep =] now im goin 2 get a casear salad.. go to therphy=](fuckin my mom hope she UHHH)then health club wit caitlin or sumthin or hangin wit jamie wowo i fuckin hate my life soo much.. im soo fuckin fake i act like im OK but deep down im killin myself uh why THEH FUCK WASI BORN!???????