The weirdest thing happened this morning: K i was out with Drew all morning, cuz we were just so mad that he's moving and all so we're spending every waking moment together. It's great i love hanging out with him. But this morning was a little different than all the other times. We were outside in his backyard where no one could see us and we were just talking. Normal conversations about what we're gunna do and how much we're gunna miss each other. Then, he turned toward me and looked right into my eyes. He looked like he was embarrassed and was struggling with something. I was a little worried so i was just like umm what? And he goes well theres been something that i've been hiding and i've wanted to tell you or show you. Now i was REALLY worried. i'll write the conversation: drew: MJ? umm..... me: yeah? drew: i think that now's the best time to tell you, but i don't know how to say it me: k i'm really confused and a little freaked out spit it out drew! drew: i'll just show you ..... he took me by the hand and he put his hand under my chin and he kissed me. i mean it was no friendly kiss. He really really kissed me and he meant every second of it. He goes: that was for all the 10 years that i knew you were what i wanted WHOA!!!!!!! i was like HOLEY CRAP! The first thing that came to my mind was just drew. then it hit me umm ROB?!?! hello! i never thought for one second that drew liked me EVER! but now i can sorta see it. All those times when we would sneek out he was always different like he wanted to do something but he just couldn't get himself to do it. i'm really glad he kissed me. i've never really seen him like that but now that he's showed me i kinda like it that way. i didn't know what to do and he was turning red in the face so the only thing i could do was grab him by the t shirt and go in for one myself. i couldn't believe myself. that was probably one of the best moments of my life. by far the best with him i'll have to think more about it..... *MJ