i was just happy today. which was a nice change. sorry i haven't written in forever, if you do actually read this. haha. anyways..... yeah we went to southern cali last weekend, it was pretty cool. i missed corey. I went to homecoming with Drew. it was the best. i haven't realized how much i really miss him. i miss that boy. he was like my everything. his girly is so cute. shes really sweet and was cool about me going with Drew. very neato. we had the best time, danced the night away. and partied..... Going to the game tomorrow again with Mandy, me and her are inseparable these days. its great. tyson may have cheated on her. she was crushed when she heard that it might be true. i don't think she got the whole story though, tyson just wouldn't do that to her. not mandy. they are too good for that. i know Corey wouldn't do that to me. he "loves" me too much. its not that i don't like him saying it, its just when you're 15, you don't really know what love is yet. i mean, i don't think i know what its really all about. its really comforting to have him think of me that way and to feel that strongly about me, but i don't think he truly truly loves me. love is too strong of a word to describe anything at 15. ya know? well maybe not, but thats just how i see it. i think we're gunna go back to the boardwalk on saturday. i can't wait. hes great. i just can't keep my eyes off of him. with his lip ring and all. haha. he snuk (however you spell it) up on me and laid one on each cheek today. lol so sweet. the band is kind of dead right now, maybe we'll get a last minute call for this weekend. hopefully. but i still have so much fun with those guys. hah great memories. well thats all for now.....later *MJ .....One Solution