i can't stand it when people worry more about other people than their own lives, its like, come on get a life! it makes you seem like you have nothing better to do. you're time could be spent much better making friends than losing friends. and another thing i hate it when people get so jealous over nothing. another guy moved in where drew used to live, right next to me - jack. we spent most of saturday together, hanging out and getting to know each other. that night Corey took me to the boardwalk. he was acting really weird, though. he was unusually quiet and would look at me as though he were trying to find something. something that i'm trying to hide. he was worried that something more than "haning out" happened on saturday. i can assure him it didn't. Corey is who i want right now - i wouldn't do anything like that to him. i couldn't believe he didn't truly believe me. i know he said he trusted me, but i'm not sure thats how he felt. it bothers me. i'll just have to make it up to him somehow. hmm. anyways.....we're playing at a club downtown saturday night for Halloween, i guess. a lot of people are coming. including Corey. i'm going to invite Jack so he can get into "our group" and Corey can just understand that Jack is my friend and he's going to be hanging around a lot more. he's going to have to learn to trust me, and to have faith in me. i don't think i have to prove it to him. but after we play on saturday, its gunna be just me and Corey. well thats all for now later *MJ