This summer is almost over. I don't want it to end. Its been to great. SO MANY memories and for what? Just to go back to school. I hate school I HATE IT. I want to quit right now. I don't ever wanna go back, never. Have you ever felt like you just aren't going anywhere? I mean - i want to do my own thing. I don't want to be stuck here and be a nobody. I want to be somebody. I want to make my life worth while. I don't want to spend my whole life working - whats the point? Why not make yourself useful and do what you want to do, not what you have to do. I don't wanna turn out like my parents. I don't want to be stuck at home and then have to tote the kids around everywhere. No! Not me. I'm going to go places. As soon as i'm 18, i'll do what i want. I'll go anywhere i want. I'll be anyone i want, i'll be me. People think i'm so innocent and i'm perfectly content right here. Well i'm not. If you think that, you obviously don't know me very well. I won't let myself waste my life away. There is so much pressure once i go back to school. So many responsiblities, so much stress, not enough rest, i just get so broken down in the middle of the year. I don't want my problems to start again. Last year i had some big problems with all the stress. So big. And i'm afraid they are gunna come back. I don't want them to come back. I don't wanna be thought of differently again. I just got over it and i don't wanna go back. well thats it for now *MJ