I'm watching The Dark Crystal right now. Yes, I own it. It was one of my favorite movies as a kid. Second only to Pee Wee's Big Adventure. Anyway, I bought a big red watch. The face is three inches in diameter. It makes me feel like a kid. I also seriously stopped wearing my glasses. The world is brighter when you can't see it. Later That Night... I smoked my first cigarette a few days ago. I didn't inhale it, so not technically smoking, but I just breathed in through it and felt the burn in the back of my mouth and smelt the smoke all around my face. Strange. My hand didn't look like it was mine. I can understand the whole smoking thing now. I'm tired of being such a good girl. In five years maybe I'll be a cigar smoking dame who swears like a sailor. I like it.