why dose it seem like every one hates everyone else. they are ngry at each other it so ANNOYING. ALSO GEORGE IS A FUCKING BITCH HE WENT TO OHIO WITHOUT EVEN TELLING MOM WHILE HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK THAT WAS A BUTT TO DEAL WITH but luckaly because of this incedent i get to spend a happy george free weekend yippy^.^!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH WHY DOSE EVRY ONE HATE ME!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SOOO STUPID AND CONFUSED HELP ME!!!!!!!!!:cry:cry: well i though that since everyone else posts poemys then ill post one i wrote resently no one seems to know the pain i know no one seems to think the thing i think all my friends are leaving me they didn't think of me when they left with out me they left me alone they didn't care will they care will they ever did they ever no one seems to notice the one that stays behind the one they left behind the one that cared the one thats all alone in this world of hate no one seems to knows where i am that im hear hope it changes when i leave your so depressed all the time i look for you but your not there you were never there never there for me im alone in this world of hatred and greed when i was scared you held me and i held you back but now your gone you've been gone so long im all alone no one knows me no one but you can they see me can they hear me feel me or help me do they know me i got the feeling no ones listening listening to this message this message in a bottle am i a ghost that no one sees am i a phantom that dose not haunt darkness takes all in this world of hate and fear im all alone all alone in a world a world that doesn’t know me they think they do but they don’t no one seems to feel the pain i see dose anyone notice that im gone that im not with them that im hear alone in the dark do they not know darkness takes all and all is willing it took me it captured me and i didn't i didn't want to go they didn't notice do they notice do they wonder any of them do they care that i was taken into the darkness would they luagh if i told them i tried dressing white it didn't illuminate and they didn't notice the light in the darkness they didn't see i was taken deeper deeper in to the darkness would they care if i told them i was sworn to secrecy there sitting next to me do they see me am i to far in do they hear the scribbles of my pen do they now how i feel do i show it only once should i show it there to happy it would darken them there talking of happiness and hope i feel so horrible listening to them they cant see me there talking about me im under cover will they trust me if i tell them i am watching my hart is racing cant you tell that im slowly slowly tourtering myself here in the dark cutting and death and sin is that all this world sees is that all people think in the darkness all alone those i like they wouldnt know those that i care for wouldnt know the torture ive been put through here in the darkness in the lonly depressing world would they care if i said that i puncture myself would they care if all i did was sit there like and empty shell staring in to space seeing nothing but the passing faces would they know my pain would they even care some times it seems that they wouldnt but others it dose though this would probably be rare i can only think i am not them i have no control over what they think over what i think and do and say would they care if i commited suiside would they weep if i had died would they cry and prey for me to return from the darness of this world of hate and fear would they care if i never returned why would they im just one person who they really dont know a singal thing about me but um.. yeah what i feel but dont really show and its not like anyone reads my diary anyways so yeah