amanda i said i was sry adn if u cant except it then i dont know i said i was sry i loove u with all my heart and always will whether i am dead or not i hope we can actually talk before u go to connicut becuz i dont know what i am gunna do with out u and cassie i dunno what to tell u i have a always been a friend to u we were like best friends..? what happened there and then u sogned off n said that i dont get it any more the popele i thoyght i would have forever in my life i am bvoiusly wrong i guess there is noooo reason to live now dead...