Five minutes ago I had three layers of clothes on, my white shoes covered with an unidentified black substance and frozen chunks of snow lining the bottom of my pants. We were supposed to go sledding. I got about 3 feet. Today was interesting. But it.s all over now. Now I.m safely in my room with my giant cup of hot chocolate listening to Taking Back Sunday. I.m a little cold still, which is to be expected... but my legs and feet itch, which worries me. Steph & Alicia thought we were walking through sewage, i don.t even want to think about that. I.m gonna finish my hot chocolate and take a long hot bath. i need/want: ♥a pair of Doc Martens ♥a new CD -or- MP3 player ♥red sweater from PacSun - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - the friends i want to do stuff with, never ask me to do anything. but the friends i don.t want to do stuff with do and its not that i don.t want to hang out with them, it.s just that every time i do, i come home either pissed off or feeling like shit. des keeps telling me to find new friends, and that the guys are awesome and never cause any drama. lynsi asked me to go to breakfast with her, but i don.t really want to do anything tomorrow. so i told her to ask steph and she goes i don.t know. and then she says, "i asked you because you're the only one who ever has money to do stuff." which explains why she always asks me since she obviously gets along with other people better. and i just realized that when it comes to doing things that don.t involve money, i.m never invited. going to boardman, or the movies, or the diner. but going over to watch a movie, never. and i also noticed that when people do stuff with me its because they know someone else is going to be there, or the people they rather hang out with are doing something. i really should become a hermit.the friends i want to do stuff with, never ask me to do anything. but the friends i don.t want to do stuff with do and its not that i don.t want to hang out with them, it.s just that every time i do, i come home either pissed off or feeling like shit. des keeps telling me to find new friends, and that the guys are awesome and never cause any drama. lynsi asked me to go to breakfast with her, but i don.t really want to do anything tomorrow. so i told her to ask steph and she goes i don.t know. and then she says, "i asked you because you're the only one who ever has money to do stuff." which explains why she always asks me since she obviously gets along with other people better. and i just realized that when it comes to doing things that don.t involve money, i.m never invited. going to boardman, or the movies, or the diner. but going over to watch a movie, never. and i also noticed that when people do stuff with me its because they know someone else is going to be there, or the people they rather hang out with are doing something. i really should become a hermit.