being sick sucks. lately all i've done is sleep, cough, blow my nose, drink water and pee. what fun. we have a 4-day weekend that i'm probably going to spend doing the above. lately i've been feeling so left out. everyone has someone they rather hang out with. i've always known that, but now it seems so much more apparent. i realized that i always plan to do stuff, noone ever asks me to do anything, except for lynsi, but thats just because "i'm the only one who ever has money to do anything". urgh. i'm going to crawl into a corner and make it official, i'm a loser, i suck and noone likes me. right, your cue to point and laugh. oh well, i shall suck it up and go shopping by myself tomorrow. buying useless material things always cheers me up. for now, jesse mccartney will do. heh.