i've tried to update... i really have. but everytime i do, i either get kicked off the internet, accidentally hit some random button, noticed my fish were dying... lately i've just been hanging out w/ friends. the days mesh together and get all blurry--like when you put different colors of play-doh together and then it turns into this swirly ball of colors. you know what i'm talking about. i remember last night was spent in the park w/ lola, pyro and fitzy. that was fun, although i froze my ass off. i think maybe thats why im sick again. there was noone there except us and we just sat on the playground and talked. we should do it more often, only when its warmer. oh yeah! i want to know everyone's birthdays. so comment and let me know yours/anyone you know, or i'll steal all of your toilet paper. mmmwuahaha. random news/thoughts: kirsten finally got a cell phone! its tiffany's birthday!! desi placed a safety pin on her crotch (symbolizing shes emo?)... i'm betting it comes undone. heh. i didn't go to school today and i really hope we have a snow day tomorrow. i reaaally reaaally want to go to warped this summer. and...MCC hoodie day = May 3rd. that is all. ------------------------------------------ so i had this entry all nice and typed up and then i hit some random key and its all gone. POOF. anyways, its been exactly 10 days since my last entry and everything has pretty much changed. no longer feeling depressed and all-around shitty. i've spent the past week or so hanging out w/ all of my friends. its nice to know that i have some people i can count on to cheer me up when i'm feeling down, but hopefully i wont need it. i hope we get a snow day tomorrow. i really don't feel like school anymore. summer needs to get here, now. so i can go to warped tour. to the people who keep asking for the left-entry code... i'm not giving it out. why? because i'd rather be a selfish bitch than see every other diary look exactly like mine. and if i were to give it out, it wont be to some stranger that i dont know and will most likely never comment again. i always rant about this but people still comment. probably 'cuz they dont read my entry... another reason not to give it to them. suck it up fukkas.