Well...depression kicks in at the worst time. I thought I sucked ass at the game today but I pitched the whole game which was surprising. We were tied with WALLENPAUPACK 5 to 5 almost the entire game, but they drove in a run at the bottom of the 6th so it was all over. All we had to do was hold them. I thought my pitching sucked the biggest ass ever. Last night was on my mind the whole time. There was a huge fight online that really got to me...it was so bad that I wanted to die BUT I came to my senses and shook that thought out of my mind. Not fun... I think I'm done for tonight....leave the x3 because right now I really need it...ii THiiNK ii`M lo0siinG iiT iiN tHiiS fUcked uPp w0rld of oUrs... -[ x ]- -[ o ]- Megz -[ o ]- -[ x ]-