Her parents never took the young girl to church, Never spoke of His name, Never read her His word. Two non-believers walking lost in this world, Took their baby with them, What a sad little girl. Buddy Ray took Buddy to the vet yesterday and my poor puppy has arthritis:( He's been limping a lot and babying his one leg a lot..so yeah Ray got this medicine that cost $162!!!! and it MIGHT make him better..:( Poor Buddy Her daddy drank all day and mommy did drugs. Never wanted to play, Or give kisses and hugs. She'd watch the TV and sit there on the couch, While her mom fell asleep, And her daddy went out. Tired Wow Im so wiped out. I have no clue why..prolly cuz I stayed up til 2 ish.. And got back up at 620.. Yeah that could be why. But I HAD to watch TOOtHLESS! It's such a great movie..hehe And the drinking and the fighting, Just got worse every night. Behind their couch, she'd be hiding: Oh, what a sad little life. Gram I gotsa go to my gram's house after school today..the mean gram. How Grand is that.. Heh My mom has to put her in the shower, or else she just wont get one. Kinda disgusting.. Yeah..Anyway I get to clean up around her couch and then find a place to burn it..She's gonna bitch at me for assisting my Uncle in getting her a new couch, but its just nasty.. She cant control herself and her couch is all gross.. I dunno sounds gross but she's old and cant help it.. Still Nasty Though.. And like it always does, the bad just got worse, With every slap, And every curse. Until her daddy, in a drunk rage one night, Used a gun on her mom, And then took his life. Eric Last night Eric and I went through another one of our "we like each other" speeches.. It was different this time though.. He seemed all nervous..like I said to Ashlee he was nervous in a "school boyish way".. He never got that nervous on me before.. But he said he can't stop thinking about me and stuff.. Yeah.. I dunno.. It always ends the same way though.. with him or I (him last night) saying "I cant help but think what would happen if we tried it again, it could be wonderful..but it could be terrible and Im too scared to do anything" .. It always ends like that, I guess it doesnt phase me anymore.. One of these days Im just gonna kiss him and get it over with.. Im not waiting forever dammit.. And some people from the city, Took the girl far away. To a new mom and dad: Kisses and hugs everyday. Pants I got two new pairs of pink pants last night. Theyre kinda cool, Im not used to the pinkness though.. Im more of a black and blue sorta girl..Haha.. I wanna get my nails done soon!! Her first day of Sunday school the teacher walked in, And a small little girl, Stared a picture of Him. She said I know that man up there on that cross, I don't know His name, But I know He got off. Prom Wheher Eric and I are together or not, we're still going to prom together..and I need ta get a dress sooon!!! It's in like a month.. Crazy Shiz. .Nothing like waitin til the last minute... 'Cause he was there in my old house And held me close to His side. As I hid there, behind our couch, The night that my parents died. Bye Later Dudez..