..I went to band practice to see Eric and Jeremy on Friday.. I went alone and told them to tell me when JEremys gf went didnt know Kerry was going out with that Jess girl.. soo They were both there cuz they were goin out w/ one of the guys and I was just there.. well I guess just becuz I wanted to see Eric anyway, so it was just the girls in Kerry's room while the guys were practicing and Xylina(Jeremys gf) was tlkin about how she was gonna hook Eric up w/ somebody.. I guess I just got really jealous and kinda detached myself from them..I dont want Eric to hook up w/ somebody else... i dont know why I wrote this..its kinda pointless.. but I just need to come to terms w/ feelings I have for Eric.. ...and then I need to get over them, becuz he doesnt feel the same