So I havent slept in two nights, other than half-asleep naps at work on the painful benches. Last night was a baylines party for Kyle moving away and it was really fun. Pat b. had to become my wingman because this creepy jake guy was on the prowl and wouldn't give up. I love Colin, and chris Gatchell. looove him. But i ended up with this boy Zack who I had never meet but have seen around the bay lines a ton. Hes tall and super cute and ended up with him. I didn't want to go home and I did drink so I was waiting to be sober, but i just sipped 2 beers so I was buzzed but thats all. When Torrin made everyone leave Pat B, Ben legere, Zack and I went to Colin, Hillary, and jeffs apartment to hang out, and I snuggled and fooled around with Zack, but just started my period so it sucked. He is super adorable, I called him baby because im older than him and hes a year behind me in school. He is adorable, I left to bring daddy to work, then went back and snuggled and actually maybe slept for an hour? I hope he calls me. He isnt from here, I think his fam summers on peaks or something like that. I want to hang out with him, and fuck him because hes huge, and just adorable, and Im very horny lately. So Team friday had a great day on Bailey, Chris, nixon, pat B and myself :) we were all pretty dead though. I always have the best time with CBL guys right before I go back to school.. lol speaking of, Eric Fritz drunk texted me from DC the other night lol. Most epic sex ever. He told me to go visit him. I wish I had a car :/ maybe i can get someone to take a road trip with me. KAyla? lol shes so crazy tho.. but I dont think allie is crazy enough to do it. This year i want to make Allie and my relationship stronger and better, like diane but closer. I love them both! and kelly of course <3 I couldnt fuck ricky last night because i started my period. Awesome. so he is mad at me and said "hes over it" so I asked him what he was over because he made it clear he was over me.. and no response. oh well. Im not the one playing games here. I like ricky a lot and would do anything for him.. Its he who is playing this game with me. sighhhh I am so fucking tired. Also Joe asked me when we were going to get drunk together, I told him anytime<3 i gave him my number at the concert lol, I hope i gave him the right one!!!!