Um, im at school and I hate it so much. I want to transfer. I'm so depressed and my anxiety is through the roof. I had a break down last friday, then friday night Shane screwed me over. cool. soo It sucks hard core here. I like this boy i met the very first weekend here named bryan, but he lives in Orlando and I haven't seen him since. but we talk all the time anyways. i really like him. But I have a baby crush on Colby, but i think its because i want anyone but Shane. He really hurt my feelings this weekend and I'm not going to invest any more of my heart in him. I just can't take it anymore. School sucks, i'm dirt poor. I am getting a job tomorrow and i am going to get my life together and start studying. Saturday night I was freshman adrienne saturday night and hooked up with culver. lol kayla called it hitting the easy button. lmao. its so true tho.