i am so happy i got the password for this. thanks to scott for the password resetter. i've been okay. i've been with jeff, like really..dating jeff. it's been pretty nice. we've been arguing some lately. i've been talking to justin b, normally. i talk to jason, i would be lost without him. he's such a good friend and help. I've been ordering a lot of books lately, I've been hanging out with Paula. It's nice. I stopped eating meat. I got started on birth control, because I have a cyst on my ovary. It could be a benign tumor. But I'm scared I'm going to gain weight. I've been thinking that I'm fat lately. Silly, I know. Oh, I am so thrilled I have this again. It's 9:39pm, I'll write later.