i was woken up in the morning by the dreaded light that was shinning through the spaces of my closed blinds. I decided to get up, because there was no way that I was going to be able to go back to sleep. Seeing as Sarah wouldn’t be at my house for another 5 hours I thought I would do something. My hair is now blonde with bits of pink, blue/purple and lime green. This was far from what it used to be, dark purple and black streaks. I changed into some black jeans and my pink Thursday shirt I wore the first time Jake and I kissed…AHHHH!! Why was I thinking of him? I put some more make-up on and then started to pack for the two nights I was spending at the cabin with Sarah. I got u p and called Carrie, my friend that lives across the street. She was the only other person under the age of 40 in my neighborhood besides my brother and sister. It was 11.00, she’d better be up…well I was going to call anyways so whatever. Ringggg…..rinnnnggg…. Carrie: ehhhhlllo…? Me: Carrie? It’s Marilyn Carrie: (yawn) ….yea? Me: want to go and get some coffee? Carrie: It’s a little early don’t you think? Me: Come on babe, for me! Before I leave? Carrie: You’re lucky I like you Me: Great Carrie: I’ll be over in more than 30 minutes Me: Sounds good What’s there to do for 30 minutes...? Well, 45, knowing that she’s going to sleep the extra 15. Hmm… I went on the computer. The only kidd on was my ex, Richy. He was kinda clingy and shallow…and still thinks we have a chance. I put up my away. While I was searching for random stuff on google (you know you do it too) someone IMed me…I thought it was Richy, but it was Jake. I opened it a second later… imaLAMEass: what’s up? watchmefallunder: …nothing imaLAMEass: want to hang out today? watchmefallunder: now? imaLAMEass: sure watchmefallunder: to do…? imaLAMEass: talk and stuff watchmefallunder: I don’t think that’s a good idea watchmefallunder: you always fuck shit up imaLAMEass: I'm sorry and there’s nothing else I can say watchmefallunder: then don’t say anything imaLAMEass: but I really want to work stuff out, I really miss you watchmefallunder: that’s nice. You obviously couldn’t have liked me enough to miss me seeing as you had your tongue down that other chicks throat imaLAMEass: there’s an explanation for that watchmefallunder: which would be? imaLAMEass: I want to talk in person watchmefallunder: fine. Met Carrie and me at FUEL café in 20 minutes? imaLAMEass: only for you watchmefallunder: got to go I signed off Wow, I was shaking Why would I agree to see him? It’s just going to make things worse I’m such an idiot. I walked over to Carries place and she was eating some cereal. She said in a tired voice ‘hey, you looked totally bummed out’ I was going to say something like ‘I am always bummed out’ but I didn’t Me-Jakes meeting us at FUEL Carrie- oh really?!? I love drama Me- no you don’t. liar… Carrie- when there’s nothing else to do then I do love it…but whatever you say kid When she was finished, she left a note for her parents and we headed on our way.