Listening to: hawthorne heights
Feeling: bad
Even though every damn bone in my body ached, I was still curious. As soon as I started walking towards the stairs, Sarah stopped me; ‘hang on, lets see the cellar, my brother told me there’d be ‘stuff’ in there if you know what I mean by ‘stuff’. I laughed and said ‘ok, man, your moms gone, you don’t have to not say drugs.’ Sarah replied ‘SO! Its more funner that way’. I kinda mumbled ‘more funner?’ and Sarah laughed.
I followed her to the back of the room. There was an open door that led into dark.
Me- where’s the light?
Sarah- how the fuck should I know?
Me- it’s your fucking cabin
Sarah- SO!
Me- Sarah! I can’t see! Where are you!?
Sarah- Shut up! God I can see you perfectly
Me- It’s not my fault I’m afraid of the dark.
Sarah- Actually it is
Me- Hey I found the light!
Sarah- Do you want a sticker?
And this is how are relationship was…one of a kind huh?
All I could see were boxes covered up by boxes
Me- What the fuck? There’ nothing but boxes.
Sarah- Kid, calm down. He told me he covered the shit up incase my mom came down here or something.
Me- ok
Sarah- he said he labeled the box ‘PARTY SUPPLIES’
Me- (laughing) that’s great!!
We both started moving the boxes, occasionally opening one or another. I had found on with a bunch of photos in it. I made fun of Sarah for ever wearing a big ass red bow on her head, all she did was blame her mom.
Sarah- hmm…look what Sarah found
Me- what?
Sarah- haha!! Porn
Me- haha, really?
Sarah- yea. HOLY SHIT! This is crazy.
Me- Let me see.
Sarah- Here (and she shoved a picture of some whores ‘going at it’ on a bed into my face)
Me- Dude, this would be hilarious if this was your dad’s!
Sarah- (and all she did was glare at me)
Me- Sorry lighten up
Sarah- No, man, its cool. I know it’s not my dad’s, my mom told me they have a really adventurous sex life
Me- Whoa! LITTLE too much information there, let’s just keep looking
Sarah- well you’re the one who brought it up
Me- I didn’t want you to get into detail
Sarah- I didn’t go into detail…but I can
Me- what? She told you details?
Sarah- yea, she said this one time they were in a plane’s bathroom and my dad was on top of her and-
Me- ok man stop, I’ve heard enough
Sarah- ha…fine
Me- Anyways I found the ‘party supplies’
Sarah- really? Awesome, open it
I did what she said…and there were drugs like crazy. I didn’t even know what half of them were called. And I couldn’t keep my eyes off the 2 huge bags of weed. I said to Sarah ‘Is there a machine big enough to smoke that all in?’ But she was too busy going through the rest of them to respond
It wasn’t until she lifted up a bag of shroom’s that I noticed some marks on her wrist.
I grabbed her arm and asked ‘….what did you do?’
amanda