ill give it a few weeks, i think. if im still this unsure, and hurt, and sick to my stomach about this all... ...i dont know. does he learn from his mistakes? not really. i think im slowly killing myself. actually, im posative. everything i do is bad for me. i try to eat healthy though. sadies was pretty fun, im glad i went. it was carefree, and i needed that after friday. after the dance was weird though. dont ask me why. just was. ive felt sick all weekend. but im not sick. i worked at the staples center today. haha it was crazy. wow this was a whole entry full of nothing. i hate school. spring break in a week. whoa. this year is going by way too fast for me. especially now. :( peace, stephanie marie