you'll repeat her name when you kiss someone else. and they'll look at you and you'll imagine her. when you're in the bathroom with someone else. and during the day. you'll think of her when you make your bed. and take your shower. and during the day she'll be everyone else. i'm gone. you're gone. and we're done. i have realized so much in the past week about everything. what's worth it - what's not. who's worth it - who's not. who's important to me. how much people mean to me that i have never realized. how things never turn out the way you think they will. how people never change. things won't change either. he will always be the same. and it's not my fault, but he can find someone else that can handle it better than i can. and i have easily found someone who would be wonderful. "i swear, i'd burn the city down just to show you the light" i feel like im moving much faster than i should. that i should already be done with school, and be moved out on my own. but im being held back. ugh. so many things have happened to me this summer that has changed my life forever. this summer will be one i remember, definitly. i'm finally having fun. meeting people. having friends. going out. enjoying life. its just a matter of time, i guess..