just kick and scream, bite and bleed

Feeling: distant
my role model is the grinch. he's so awesome. i wanna steal christmas! i only watch the movie up to the part where his heart grows 3 times bigger. it gets bad after that. i'm really mad. i'm having trouble with my book. i know who all the characters are...and their problems, personalities, ages, appearances....i know the plot, i know how they meet, i know how it ends...but i can't seem to get it down on the page. i dont know how to put all those thoughts into words. the whole story goes through my head like a movie. over and over again. i know everything that's gonna happen. i know the whole entire story. i mean, i already have my little foreshadowing thing!! i know who dies, how they die and who lives. i know all the narrator's thoughts on everything. i know what they talk about, all the coversations!! but...i can't write it... and i have so much time to write it, since i've been getting no sleep. that would be the perfect time. but i just sit there and play the story through my head. seeing the characters and knowing how they feel. i really want to turn all of that into a book, but how? i'm so stuck right now...and i keep listening to that song!!!! total 2 hours now. http://profiles.myspace.com/users/11632117
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scrooge
Hey there, I hope you don't mind me randomly visiting your journal :) But I hope all goes well with your story
[Anonymous]
Sorry! That was my comment up there
[Anonymous]
nope i dont mind. thank u muchly
what eww thing?
"hahahahaha! its anthony. EWWW. i dont like him like that. Ewwww. Im gonna go barf now" <---that thing