Break me, Hate me I need to get this out of my system. Why do you play with me? Am I not good enough to actually be yours? I'm crazy about you, I know you notice that everytime you touch me I flinch or react in some way. But FUCK, I love you. I've loved you for 2 almost 3 fucking years now. What do you want from me? Please don't tell me that all you want is physical.. Please tell me that I'm not some worthless piece of shit. Damnnnnnn.. Maybe I am. But I don't care. I'll be better.. I'll try. For you, I'll do anything. Don't you get it? You mean the world to me, you mean more than anyone has ever meant before. I threw away 3 months of my life.. gave up a few friends.. because of you. I gave you everything that I am.. and now I'm getting nothing. Do I mean anything to you? Did I ever mean anything? I remember I asked you those questions in the seventh grade. You said yes to all of them. I remember you talked about our marriage.. our kids.. will that ever happen? By god... I love you, will you realize it's killing me already?