Last night was undeniably horrid.

I felt so sad for absolutely no reason. I couldn't sleep and I didn't understand what was wrong. I felt so bad that I actually went to my parents bed and asked if I could sleep with them. I'm seventeen years old and when ever I have nightmares I make my way to my parents bed with a blanket and a teddy bear. Just knowing my parents are there by my side makes me feel a ton better. Don't know why. Just does.

Anyway, on another note. I'm freaking out about school. Senior year and college applications. I have no idea what's going to happen or how I'm going to be on my own in less than one year. That just officially freaks me out. :( Damn.