He says he wants to move on. And I want him to make him happy; but I'm not sure I want to let him go. But if it makes him happy, I guess I'm willing to do it. It's going to hurt like crazy though... It hurts already.. I mean the thought.. just kills me. I want to just go cry, but I don't want to give up. Will I? I'm just really scared. I know that if I had a relationship with him, I KNOW it would be real. Not like the fake ones I've had before. I'm so ready to find that, but I just let it slip through my fingers.