Things could have been different. You talked to me of change. You made me dream of it, and then I did it. Then I thought we could change together, be more than friends. You gave me hope like no other and took them away because of what time of the year it was. Now I lay in bed dreaming of what I could have been with you, what we could have been. It drives me nuts that I know that I poured my heart to you and you couldn't even respond. Everyone is telling me that I should forget about you, but it's so hard. I think... I really think I might have loved you. :[ There was always a chance. I wish we could see each other as much as we used to, now I'm just stuck here thinking about you. Thinking that we could have been so happy. I'm sorry I wasn't enough. "I fought You for so long I should have let You in"- Be My Escape by Relient K.