I HAD AN AMAZING POST READY FOR MY LOYAL READERS BUT ALAS IT SCREWED ME OVER AGAIN FUUUUUK so you can settle for poetry Straight pink lines in the sky caressing the moon rest on shoulders of the night I am seated amongst wars dark against light zeal like nothing else you nor I have ever seen but scenes of smoke screens pass and reveal the moon over shoulders of the night Here we wait like diamonds resting in a cave peering through a single door where maidens dance and poets sing tunes of simple melodies of times long ago but it is clear as crystal and we notice the gentle tide with a dancing moon over shoulders of the night and then it stops suddenly as engines drive in filled cars pulling away the moon and stars caressed by straight pink lines over shoulders of the night The End At last alone For once able to make it end The pain ; The hurt The lieing ; The cheating The life of pretend we all live in the end For once able to cry in red The only color alive Creating happiness for others As my final hours arrive I see the glass shatter As my tears begin to fall Letting fear and insecurities follow At last the chance has come to end it all Its All In Vain I tear my skin with a sharp thin knife I see the blood like ice So cold, unloving Cruel and thick Hopelessly my rist pleeds for help For one more chance to please The unknown creed that rules my life All the torture All the pain It seems like all I do I do in vain I pray to those who hear me Yet no response is heard For no one is with me Who I've been ; Who I am Has been forgotten In my final hour they see the truth They see the whys' They see me cry The tears that hurt The reflections in red Are all thats left Its finally over Just another life lived in vain i used to love poetry i'd write all the time, nonstop always writing...now nothing, creative blocks like you wouldn't believe have crowded me over i am so enraged by the loss of my other update it was frightfully amazing and answered questions brought forth by previous comments and other things i've been sent. BTW if the bi girl ever comes back on here send me an e mail i'd love to talk, i discused what a pain in the ass it is to be bi in the update but its gone so u'll have to settle for the revised version. when i see silver i think sliver why can a womans chest and ass be seen, but just a mans ass, if you see a penis or a vagina its full frontal but breasts are just sexual images, why? so could we get like testes or something???? why does the penis freighten so many men why does the penis command so many men why does the penis control so many men why did humans ever grasp the concept of communication, it ruined is in the end...