i went to tennesee for a week which was a pathetic excuse for a state, racism still burns freely in such places as well as right wing/catholic rhetoric. i haven't been afraid of my own sexuality in over half a year. that week proves to me how much america is lost in it's own ignorance i met a boy thought. and yes i mean boy. he's 13, then again im 15 i just feel and act much older. this one was a true thirteen year old. high spirited with a twang in his voice and a baseball cap on his head. i hated him on sight. but he noticed i was a "yankee" tourist, and i wasn't a "yuppie" like the others. i guess i have an aura around me or something along those lines. but he came by and we walked the shops for a long time, then he found a trolley and said i had to go to this shop that most tourist dont go to. so we were on this little bus/trolley thing for about an hour talking about how much he loves tennessee but hates some of the redneck stuff about it. when we got there i found out why few tourists came to this store...it was no store, in fact it was a club, thats right you hearrd me a CLUB in tennessee. we talked for awhile, i found out that he was liberal(although he denies it oneverything) and eventually he kissed me. yes ladies and gentlemen, a boy from tennesee kissed me, and ya know what....he sucked. i guess guys kiss girls differently but personally the kid sucked, so after a few moments i figured i'd teach him a few things...lets say there is at least one man in tennessee who knows how to please another man... i also met a girl, we kissed and partied (tennessee is good for alcohol) and at one point we even took a nap together, it was cute/sweet but i ended up leaving here a note and grabbed a cab. my dad thinks i played pool with the guys... please let it be known i am not a sex freak, in fact i rarely date or even have company, it was vacation and i tend to write about things that turn me on my apologies. its past midnight and i plan on walking to illinois tomorrow i hope reading this makes someone out there think, then i will be a happy person in life thank you