sitting and staring into the nights sky has never made me so very angry as it does right now. fuck this world and it's never ending reviews of unanswerable questions, and fuck it's inability to solve nething. the existence of man was truely a test to see how much shit each and every one of us can actually go through. well thats enough angst for me how about you? if i go out into the street and yell at the top of my lungs "homosexual" i can be arrested for obscenity. neone else think that's just a bit of gay bashing? i met a guy today who told me neone who likes guys is a weakling inside and couldn't do what matters to live in the end of it all, so i told him what ppl like that could do to prove him wrong (him uknowing i am bi) he says to stand up for themselves. so i through a fist at his temple and he blacked out. when he woke up i gave him a pat on the back and said "like that" he said yea if those queers did that i might respect um, so i leaned in real close and said "they just did" i was sittingon my bed with this girl totally unatracted to the thot of having ne sort of physical relationship with her tlaking about books and nuage literature and she starts undressing WHILE going over "Crows Theories on Nothing" and being caught up in the convorsation i completely overlooked her nudity. does that make me an asshole, or a guy who's had to much sex, or a guy who takes his literature way to seriously? or worse yet, all three? people should seriously talk more about sex on this damn site. i mean come on now i know a large percentage of you are teenage girls but sex is an extremely important part of our lives, it's the CAUSE of our lives, open up take a risk talk about fucking for once. i seriously thinkt he religious right is going to someday send assassins to kill me. im going to have a cigarette and fall asleep somewhere unexpeected. hope u like my update, or if u dont i hope you hate it so much u leave me anonymous comments, i truely do enjoi those. night