Listening to: (Mothman Prophecies in background)
Feeling: achy
Don't you hate it
WHen nobody understands?
Nobody pays attention to you?
Don't you just hate it...
When you're flirted with
By your EX
and you still like him?
And your friend...
WHo is going out with his friend,
makes fun of you because you flirt,
makes fun of you because you care,
tries to piss your ex
who is also kind of hers...
because she's been hurt?
Don't you hate it when
You want him?
Even when you know you shouldnt?
When your ex that flirts with you
wants to buy your pins,
and yet as much as you WANT to
you like the pins too much...
Are so superficial.
Don't you hate it when
you give in and sell him one,
and wish you'd let him have the other
after he begs and begs
and flirts and compliments
and waves two dollars around in front of you?
But you won't...
Because you can't let him know you care?
But you want to,
Because it hurts to be bottled up inside?
Don't you hate it when
THe chemistry is still obviously there...
but you're afraid, because of the stupid things
you did before?
and you think he's so cute...
in the weirdest possible way?
When you can't wait to dance with him tomorrow?
Don't you hate it when
After all that he's done to you
you can still care.
And he can go from so sweet, to nearly evil?
To your friend?
And you root for him?
you really hope he does something to upset her?
that he'd see her and his friend holding hands,
and take yours?
Don't you hate it when
He's got his glass sobe bottle
And smacks it on the pole
trying to break it,
and you wonder if he's planning on hitting her?
when you're going up the walking bridge...
and all of a sudden you hear him go
"IM NOT HITTING SARAH WITH THE BOTTLE"
and you want him to hit your friend. a
and you want to walk away and cry
and hope that he sees you and
tries to console you?
Don't you hate it when
he hits the bottle on the pole and actually breaks it...
and pokes you in the back and you don't get mad?
When when he pokes your friend you wish he'd stab her?
When you lean over and hit him gently on the hand he begins to sob all fake
but when you pat him on the shoulder to be nice,
he acts like it's poison
that he walks off the curb and yells
"COME GET ME!" at the oncoming cars
and you want to scream at him,
"DON'T BE STUPID! DON'T BE LIKE ME!!!" and cry?
don't you hate it how
your friend goes
oh he's flirting with her again
isn't it cute how history repeats itself?
and the other goes
yes... if you tried to alter history
you'd ruin the world?
that he doesn't say anything in agreement...
OR OBJECTION????
that you're nearly wishing at that absence
that he'd stab YOU with the broken little
sobe bottle?
Don't you hate it when
once you get closer to your house where you have to leave,
is where it gets worse?
where everything starts being said and
you can tell she's hurting him
when you want to yell at her and take him with you
and run home and hold him like he used to hold you
and tell him that she doesn't matter?
that you still love him?
don't you hate it when
this all happens in a single day
and then nobody is around to talk to you
about it all night
and you drive yourself crazy with
all the what ifs?
DONT YOU JUST HATE IT??????????
hugs<
xkacyx