I decided I should live again the other day. I have been dead for so long. Living is Hell, I want to be dead again, but I have forgotten how to die. Tears slid down my cheeks for the first time in months, I dont know what to do. I dont know what I am doing. I wish I werent so worthless. I wish I could do something. I wish I could take away all the pain. I wish a lot of things, but it will never do anyone any good.